a Father's Face... by SmokingPoetry

" Let me drag you back to 1984. You'll probably wouldn't gave birth to her if you'd knew that she'll be full of hatred by you. But there's no point for her to blame you. None of you chosen the path. It is said that all had been written by itself, again by The One and Only, Supreme Being. And if she could swore you at your face, ..."

" Fuck you very much! "

" But then things will change, one day she'll be a mother too, ... She'll know how it feels to be you, and if she could say it loud and clear for both of to realize, ..."

" I'm so sorry, I love you, mother... "

to a Stardust...

i spent the whole day wondering around yesterday. when i sat on a porch with you. how you've took my breath away. you melted i froze. stood at the moment. spickle-spickle-spackle-spickle. what a bizarre. guilty of a high expectations. strong desire complex. conflict between mind and heart. would that our lives might be united by the starry bonds of hope. wed your fate to mine and let me whirl you away in the golden smiles of my affection.

["how are we supposed to do it? if we can't go near, how are we supposed to stop it from happening? it's beautiful, isn't it,Stardust?"]

April 15, 2005